What a terrible thing it is to wound someone you really care for, and to do it so unconsciously.
Today was mine and my boyfriends 6 month anniversary, and I still haven’t seen him. I won’t see him the whole date of our anniversary and that breaks my heart. It’s not his fault, and it’s not mine, it’s just worked out that way and I’ve just felt so shit all day because it just felt wrong. Every month we have been together on this date, but on this one, (the one that I feel is a pretty big deal if you ask me) I didn’t get to see his beautiful face. Now he’s being held back at work and I could just cry because I’ve had his present ready and wrapped and pretty just waiting there staring at me all day, and I’m so excited but it just feels like fate keeps pulling him further and further away and I’m sad and I’m sorry but I had to vent because I’m sad bout this. I just want my man.